Im trying to make my body, make my brain, tell my heart it’s going to be ok.
My requirement is to post a blog weekly, and I have gladly done so. Today I’m a Blubbering Mess, and I feel like I have absolutely no control over my heart. I can’t stop crying, and I know my Husband understands, but I’m hiding away so I don’t make anyone uncomfortable. Our non-verbles govern how others think and feel about us.
My precious little K.C. (Killer Chihuahua) was put to sleep Wednesday, and I’m so sad! He was 13. I’ve always been a Certifiable “Empath” I cry VERY easily, but except for losing my Mom 4 years ago, I haven’t felt this lost for a very long time. If you’re not an Animal Lover, you wouldn’t understand.
He was in a lot of pain, so I knew I Loved him enough to let him go. Even his little Sister, “Miracle” our Kitty girl in the photo with him, is walking all over the house looking for him. They have never been apart, for over 11 years, except 5 hour flight on, our move to Kauai.
Mind Gym, Tears…. Power Poses,…tears. I totally believe in the Postures we render. I just can’t find one for this.
Tiny Tweaks lead to Big Changes….
Our minds change our bodies…. Where does my Heart pain fit in?
I already know, this is another process…it takes time. Just couldn’t think of anything but this to write about.
Always with much Aloha